Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Bad dream

I've had a bad dream.
P. came back.
I was just getting ahead with all the de-cluttering business, in fact Christopher's room was already in order. Then P came back and within an hour stuff (especially boxes) started to pile up... I was just devastated... and so glad to wake up and realize it was only a dream.
Once I was terrified him leaving me. Now I am afraid he would come back.
What a big change.

3 comments:

Isis said...

We'll call him Clutter Man from now on. Ugh !

herr_dr_nuss said...

CM LOL

that dream is telling you to finish clearing out the clutter. take it to him as quick as you can so he can't come back!!!

peony said...

The thing was that consiously I never realized how bad I would feel, if he would come back. Ifelt awful, like there was a huge stone on my chest.