Sunday, May 4, 2008

Learned two things

over the past few days... neither of them is knitting related...
One: I am a coward. I am terrifed of changes. As much as I wish for them, whenever they are withing my reach I back off... only once in my life I did get a little push from behind to get it over with, and the step (going off to work in the bank) turned out one of the best decisions of my life... I hope I can pass this phase now, and go on fight for what I know is best for all of us.
Second: No matter what, I am alone. Nobody will fight my fights for me. I have to do it... alone. Even when there are promises, they drawn back at the last moment... not an easy thing to learn, but maybe this is what I have to deal with in this life...

1 comment:

h3dakota said...

{{{{hugs}}}} Anett!! You aren't entirely alone, hon - you know I love ya!!